This that these those ; everything has happened to me since I last wrote. All those creepy and awesome stuff crawled into my life. And it is such a shame that I have no shoulder to cry on ; let it be joyful's or sorrow's.
We are already in the second month of 2013. Somehow, I could remember sharply every little thing I experienced in 2012. I may say that 2012 is anyhow, my favorite year. My life journey had been so interesting. Well, I thought so.
January till March was National Service. Passed by my birthday in April and May until August was college ; which I find myself not over it yet. Without further due, my life continued to send me to Egypt in September. How could time flies so fast? I bet that time is always in a race. It keeps speeding.
And now my mid-term holiday is almost over and the second term will start in few days time. And then it will be final exams and puff! End of first year.
I have missed every single person in Malaysia so much. Trust me, this is the fifth time I finally jotting this post down for a serious posting. I have been sitting and typing my heart out for the past couple of days and all of 'em ended up discarded and I guess the reason is obvious ; too emotional, tidak sesuai untuk tayangan umum. And now I actually starting to feel proud upon the achievement I am achieving by not deleting what I have typed.
Not to blame anyone but I could actually feel that the distance between me and those people in Malaysia are getting rather farther. Yes, I am not happy with it. And this is not the first time I am feeling this way. But I remembered me telling myself that every time this kind of stuff happened, there will always be something ; doesn't matter what it is, will always popped up and destroy that distance bridge. And I am still waiting for that miracle to popped up but eventually, it hasn't. I hope the real situation is, it hasn't YET. It is coming soon, I'll just have to wait.
And people change, too. Noticed few of my friends did. Towards both positive and negative. I may say Alhamdulillah to both situations. Yes, I may. Because you see, those who are changing towards the positive are just lucky, Alhamdulillah. And those who are on the other side, they are as lucky as the positive side. And I may say, they are even luckier because Allah let them to go through both situations. I mean, I'm sure those who are in the negative side would learn something out of it and later when the time comes and Allah is willing, they will for sure change towards the positive. So, they kinda merasa both situations, right? Two is always better than one :D
And please, dear friends, please I beg you to pray for my success. May Allah bless us all.