Dyjato :): 2012

Dec 14, 2012

Nov 9, 2012

Oct 9, 2012

Oct 6, 2012

Tests.
That's the only thing exist that I know of ;
That has no negative effects on us.
Tests.
They will only make you turn stronger.
Tougher.
And it teaches you the value of patience.
The value of appreciation.
And the value of distance.
Being right here ;
Thousand miles away from my ears ;
Is absolutely not an easy task to go through.

There is basically nothing that I could do other than viewing the photos over and over again whenever I miss them.
And do you think that is enough?
Hell, NO!
Photos cannot speak out.
They cannot talk to you back when you talked to them.
They freeze.

It is of course a lie if I say that ;
I have never felt like going back there ; with my ears.
Turning back.

Fate.
That is it.
These are our fates.
And I gotta have faith ;
In my fates.

Main point here is ;
I need you.
At times like this.

Bina.
I need to lie down with you.
Not a word.
Just us.
On the ground.

Dila.
I just need to go free with you.
Do almost whatever that we want.
Shout almost everything that we feel like to.
And craps around almost on everything that passes our minds.

Tears.
Are the only one that may decribe how much I miss you.
But how am I going to cry ;
If my eyes are also million miles away from me?
That very person ;
That are always watching over me.
And know almost everything about my life.

Mom, Dad.
I just need your hugs.
That is all I'd request from you.

This heart is actually full of support from the muscles.
Somehow tonight ;
I just need to let it die.
And cry.

Sep 25, 2012

Number Fifteen.

This post will be short.
Damn short.
Cuz I am short of time. Hehe.

This post will be more likely a memo for all of you.
Okay I may start.

It is already winter here. Early winter.
Breezes are cold even when you're under a hot sun.
So yeah. It's winter already.
Done Memo Number 1.

Heading to Memo Number 2.
As what few of you were informed, my class should be starting on 22nd September.
But no. Yeap no. Weehhooo.
It will only start next week, 1st of October.
And that is just a MAYBE.
Tadaaaaaa!

Memo Number 3.
I am fine here.
Very fine, in fact.
Had been cooking everyday for the whole house.
Breakfast, lunch, evening tea, and dinner.
Just to kill some extra free time that I have.
Or I'll be dead in boredom.
I cooked lots of stuff.
Pancakes, ayam masak kurma, sardine, cucur, etc.
Too much, cant recall.
Cehh poyo tak ayat?

I think that is all for now.
I made my expenses planner yesterday.
And I decided to use LE300 per month.
That is equivalent to RM150 per month.
Please do pray for me that this planner that I've made would be a success.
Cuz I need to menabung so much for my future.
Dentistry is actually the most costly course in the world.
Yes it is cuz you would need to buy all the instruments.
What instruments?
Go to a dentist clinic and there you have the answer.
Everything that you see in that clinic are stuff that I need to buy.

And lastly, please pray for my success, people.
And not to forget, I love you :)

Sep 9, 2012

Number Fourteen.

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Sep 7, 2012

Number Thirteen.

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Sep 4, 2012

Number Twelve.

Before this aku ada buat satu post pasal KMPP. Tapi aku tak jadi publish. Sebab post yang tu sounds poyo. Atau koya. Haha. But now tetiba hati terasa sangat teringin untuk buat post baru. Harapnya sampai ke sudah lah mood ni maintain je ada. Jangan awal-awal je udah lerr.

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